Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Hit the Road, Jack


After some nice summer days it's back on the road. My mom and I will take a small trip to attend another meditation course-- this time she'll be serving and I'll be sitting.

We had an early frost this year, meaning that the garden gave notice to stop producing. But there was some good news in all this... it meant that the tomatoes weren't going to get any riper. Not only is this fortunate for those of us who don't like ripe tomatoes, but it also meant that we had scores of green totatoes we didn't know what to do with. So my mom spent a day pickling them, and if you've never had homemade pickled green tomatoes, you're missing out! It was a day long process but made more than a dozen jars. We also had some fried green tomatoes, but I think the recipe used might need a little refining...

I am about fully prepared now for my SIT Teacher Training course in Chicago in October, and I'm happy as well to check out the Illinois Vipassana Center before and after. I had wanted to do my second course in Bangkok, but I just found out that it won't start until March. So I might try an earlier one in Northampton or Costa Rica... on verra.

Friday, September 16, 2005

A powerful read


Looking for a good read in a boat, on a train, in a car, or in a plane? I recommend this one, whether you are a gent or a dame! Seriously, this is a powerful (and scary!) read about where the world has gone in the last four years, that is, W.'s aim...

(From New York Times Magazine, 9/11/05)

http://www.nytimes.com/2005/09/11/magazine/11OSAMA.html

Also, these are two very interesting magazines that had come out recently...

The Believer and n+1

Saturday, September 10, 2005

At the cabin

A few years back we built a cabin up in the Rocky Mountains, near the center of the state of Colorado. It's in a place that's barely even on the map. It's not really in a town, and there aren't really any road to go up to it... four wheel drive in the summer, snowmobiles in the winter, and in between, you're kind of out of luck. The nearest "town" is a ghost town named Bonanza, where quite some time ago there were many mines all around. Their remnants are still around, near the base where you start to head up the mountain... old mining facilities covered with sediment, broken down houses, old gravestones, and other signs.

The cabin is a beautifully built one room abode, with the fire in the cookstove providing both warmth and food, and the essential pot of tea. There's not much to do, and of course that's the point (even though some people like to rig radios and TV/VCRs to work, though I can't imagine why). The meditation sittings especially, you can feel the difference, feel where you are and the less distractions. Distractions like writting silly blog entries and photos :)

As for the time when nature calls, here are the facilities (toilets for you non-American), though with recent raids by packrats. So many kinds of wildlife up here-- and as you can see I got into trying to get some close-ups of insects. I like this because it allows you see how much detail nature provides even in the smallest and subtlest of features (or small and subtle to our big human eyes).

So the time was spent doing some reading-- doing LOTS of reading, and for me, doing a bit of work to get prepared for my Teacher Training course in Chicago. Writing longhand and then to work at the computer later, which actually I have been working solidly at this week as my family is away in Kansas City for more WWII Bombing Group reunions (similar why we went to Czech). Whew! So much computer in the last few days, especially compared to the week before at the cabin!

Some weeks in Colorado just as the weather is changing, and fall brings in a breathtaking array of colors all around. Then I might be in California for a short while before my (incredibly busy) TESOL course in downtown Chicago. Hopefully some sitting at both those places!!!



Monday, August 29, 2005

Workin'

I've spent the mornings working outside and the rest of the day dividing my time between a number of different activities-- though have not spent nearly enough time preparing for my upcoming Teacher Training course in Chicago! I've been helping my mom sift through what seems to be thousands of digital photos from our trip in Europe and finding a way to print these out-- can't really put a jpeg in an album.

Even though the property here is not overwhelming in terms of its size, it is quite varied as to what the landscape is. This, compounded with the fact that the record of the previous owners with maintaining the property is almost unimaginable, makes for constant mornings of work-- that is, barring sub-zero temperatures or mounds of snow. Which is far from the case now, as that hot Coloradan sun beats down on you through the thin air and high altitude. Even after quite a few dumpster runs over the years, we are still finding all sorts of trash in some corner of the property, or buried or half buried in the ground or weeds. A week ago we took out a great deal of barbed wire, chicken wire, and weeds to open up a hillside. It was a contstant series of pitchfork and wheelbarrow runs to the firepit for what could burn, and some serious wire cutters to try to manage throwing this tangled mess away.

Then I got it in my head that it would be quite nice to help out in providing a nice path to make walking up and down the hill easier. I realized that with our property being as varied as it is, you'd see a lot on a walk in the way of views, trees, brush, water, garden, house, etc. At Vipassana meditation centers there is always a walking path, and somehow just the mere existence of one gives way to a greater number of introspective strolls. Why not create one here? I had no idea how to go about it-- I wondered if laying gravel would be best. Eventually I began digging a kind of trench (just to make the 'physchological' component of on-the-path/off-the-path clearer), and then I got some large rocks, flagstones, and bricks, and dug them in. Boy was this a lesson in trial and error! How to dig it out, how to make them stay firm in the ground, how to have curves up hillsides... but a lot of fun! Fun to be providing a nice service to my family, and fun to learn so much about the task. I have definitely found through experience that no matter what one is engaged at, to approach it with an attitude of humility, the lesson can really be profound. How much I learned doing my task of cleaning toilets for ten days at the Swiss meditation center! Not to say that it's always easy to go from presenting some academic paper at a conference to sweeping the floors, but the benefits are always worthwhile.

Unfortunately in my work outside I've disturbed the homes of many beings. Once I uncovered some boards to find a whole family of snakes! (just one managed to stay when I went back for the camera-- the first sight was damn impressive) Additionally I've come across a bee hive and all kinds of groundhog holes and squirrels (and acorns buried deep), as well as a very large ant colony living in a rotted out log. These are my days for now... may be headed up to the cabin this week!


Saturday, August 20, 2005

Funny stuff


I bought this lighter in Burma a couple years ago, and it had what looked to be quite an ordinary sticker on it with infintesely small writing. After a little while the "Announcements" note caught my eye and I managed to read it-- as amazing as even the wackiest stuff I saw while in Japan, which is saying something! I could never bring myself to part with the lighter for the comedy of the words, and decided to record it now in posterity...


Oh, and I just found out where the page is for my graduate school's internship photo contest. To see some neat travel photos (some by me :) check out this page!

Also, I put my photos up of my time in Poland (including Auchwitz and Krakow)...

And here is England and Switzerland....

Some slow days at last...

My mom and I came back from the Vipassana course outside Denver. It was good to see some old friends, and best of all to provide Dhamma service to one of my own parents! Being able to support my mom's meditation with actual service as well as metta-- how lucky! The weather was a little on the cold side, although it could just be with that heightened awareness you go deeper into it. There was much turnover in people coming for a day or two to provide service, but I found the kitchen experience to be quite smooth.

Now I am back in our small Colorado town, helping out with household tasks, arranging (read: trying to throw away) various personal effects, watching the local hummingbird battles outside on our deck, and preparing for an upcoming Teacher Training course I'll take in Chicago. Looking forward to taking some walks and hikes, bike rides and runs around the area, hope that the two hours of sitting will keep my mind fairly quiet and balanced.

They have done some really amazing work around the house, and every time I come the trees are bigger and some new ones have been planted, and some other projects have been completed. The back outside my room has been leveled and an entire hot tub has been added! There is also some nice stonework around. Here is a picture to see below:

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Okaeri ne...



I had a lovely final dinner with Rupert, Rebecca, Patrick, and my friend Lauren who I studied with at University in Oregon and knew as well in Tokyo. I then slept for just a few hours, waking up at 3.30 am to have a morning sit with Rupert. With my bags hoisted, I walked to the bus, caught the tube, cleared customs and check in, and flew to New York while watching my first movie since my flight to Prague in June. I waited 5-6 hours at JFK, then flew to Dallas, and finally to Colorado Springs. The next day my mom and I drove back to Salida, where I am now, tired and bewildered and a little out of sorts and deflated as I usually feel upon returning to this country.

Here is a photo taken upon leaving Dallas of a very red sun burning into the horizon... no way a photograph could have captured how amazing this was...

Oh, and some photos are now online. To see some Prague photos, go to... http://www.kodakgallery.com/ShareLandingSignin.jsp?Uc=bjovs9y.23o0bz2y&Uy=rs66uh&Upost_signin=Slideshow.jsp%3Fmode%3Dfromshare&Ux=0

For Terezin concentration camp, go to http://www.kodakgallery.com/ShareLandingSignin.jsp?Uc=bjovs9y.a5is9mhm&Uy=-cmyqjd&Upost_signin=Slideshow.jsp%3Fmode%3Dfromshare&Ux=0

You can see them by signing in or by pressing the option to enter the album without signing in. I suggest viewing them via slideshow, otherwise they are so small!